Duck and Run

God, my father is an asshole

Yeah, well, Chrisandbill would be better than this.
I can not get ahold of the boy this weekend. And this worries me. What the hell could he be doing?
Jennie

Hey asshole. I get one day out of the fucking week were I get to see you.
I want to see YOU
Not Dennis. YOU
Not Bill. YOU
Don't get me wrong. They're both great guys. But sometimes I feel like I'm dating Chrisandbill or Chrisanddennis instead of Chris. Just a little alone time is all I want. Not a hell of a lot. Maybe just 1 time where I don't have to physically drag your attention off of a vehicle or make you put the goddamn wrench down long enough to say goodbye. That would be nice.
Asshole
Walking away muttering various four-letter words (none of them nice),
Jennie

What would you do if you had two guys who liked you and you were dating one, and this other guy, whom you had a crush on in the past and were still somewhat attracted too, not to mention would be a hell of a lot better influence, but lives a freaking 2 hours away, TOLD you "if you weren't dating whatshisname, I'd ask you out" What would you do?
Personally I would have a strong desire to tell guy #2 he's a @$$hole for saying something like that when he knew you were happy w/guy#1.
Ok, you might have been a little frustrated at the moment, but not that much.
Actually, a lot frustrated. But still. You don't say that to someone. You might not have any desire to break up w/guy#1, but now that guy#2 said that, you can't help but be curious about what could have happened between you and guy#2. And then you can't help feeling guilty for wondering about it.
Yeah.
That got a lot more complicated than was intended.
Jennie

He's dead. He's F---ing dead. I needed a letter this week too. I mean, Ryan is there and Chris is not and when it seems like Chris doesn't care much it's really hard to behave myself. I do, of course. I don't have it in me not too, but it's still hard.
It's a very long story that I promise to share sometime soon, really.

So explain to me, why do ppl continue to visit my site, even when I don't write? It amazes me.
Even when I post on a regular basis, there's nothing horribly interesting there.
Hmmm...

Still bored. Contemplating whether or not to go swimming. Possible. Maybe.
Yeah. Need to go to P-------- 1st.