Duck and Run

Have you ever been laying there on your bed, mind totally blank, and had a kind of "dream" Only its not really a dream, b/c you're awake and you know you're awake even if you can't make your body respond to your mind, but you also know that what your experencing is not happening in reality.
I'm not makeing much sense here. It's kind of like an out-of-body experience, except it's more of a future event type thing.
After about 10-15 min (I think the longest it ever lasted was 45...and it was like a cd stuck on repeat....the same scene over and over) it ends and I'm fully awake and able to move and everything.
What really bothers me is when I'm in the middle of doing something and I remember doing it b4, but I haven't in reallity do it.
Like I was at the mall the other day, and I swear there were two "incidents" And I'd never ever done what I was doing, but it was all familiar, I knew what was happening.
It was creepy sorta, but not
My parents think I'm demonic.

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I come to you like an affliction, I will leave you like an addiction

I had fun.......I did really. And I wouldn't hesitate to do it again.
But I almost had a panic attack at the thought of my 'rents discovering this.

I had such a weird dream last night. And it was long, but I'm going to just tell you the edited version.
I was at this major wedding reception. DL's I think. I'm not sure.
But there was this guy that I had formerly had a huge crush on and actually prolly wouldn't mind even now if he er....yeah. But he was there. And we were having a really good time. I mean like starry-eyed sappy good time. Not like wild erotic sex good time. I don't do that. (ok....I prolly would, given half a chance....but, shhh, don't tell;) )
But it was all good. And we went upstairs for target practice(bow shooting and air rifles)and I kicked his butt. But then we went down the hall to the ice rink and I was on the floor for like 2.5 secs and then I was literally on the floor. So after about ten mintues of that I tell him to keep having fun I'm going to go sit down. And he does.
So I'm outside the rink and I'm about to go over and talk to someone I know. But as I'm walking over there, I see MR(who also sees me and for some reason he has facial hair for the first ten minutes....then he doesn't the rest of the time) and we hug and he's like "Sit here...talk to me" And it's a semi-small chair. But we squeeze in and get really close and we're talking and than the first guy comes up and he's all in my face about something (I think MR, but in my dream world, when ppl yell it sounds like the parents on Charlie Brown movies do. "Wahwahah! Wahnwahwahawe!")
But he calms down and I don't know what to do, b/c I really like both guys. And I''m thinking "MR seems to be on my wavelenght, I have alot of fun w/him and he's prolly better for me. But I know the 1st guy so much better, maybe I should go w/what I know"
And then I woke up b/c some short kid who can't yet talk had decided I needed my hair brushed.
Ouch
Jennie

I got a new computer and you didn't! Hahahahahahahahaha

Bored bored bored.........they keep cutting my hours farther and farther back and I so have nothing to do in the middle of the week. Any ideas? Lemme know I have tomorow off too.

Argh!!!! I hate him I hate him I hate him.
A 1968 Chevy Impala SS (super sport)
$3000.....plus another grand for mechanical work and who knows how much to restore the body.
Christopher!!!! I hate you! I am so incredibley jealous!!!

I went to the Front Row Steve (hey....I was almost close) concert last night. Great band, (nothing like Creed) but the floor was dead. I mean really really dead.
I ran into so many ppl unexpectedly. Lesley was there, I haven't see her in months. Lindsey came up behind me and gave me this big old hug. Which nearly scared the crap outta me(I am not a huggy person)
And Mychal was there.
Mychal, the Mychal I had the hots for my whole freshman year. I had it so bad I almost had to wipe the drool off my chin every time he walked into the room.
No, I'm not sure why either.
But, I saw him, but I didn't go up to him. He came up to me. He didn't think I'd remember him. I let him think that.
Jennie

Slacker? Who me? Been awhile since I got on-line.

The roads are icy. I want to go to a concert tonight. Knowing Steve or something like that. It's free, I don't have to know who's playing.
They're supposed to be sort of Creed-ish. We'll see.
Assuming I can make it out of the driveway first.

I went to the basketball game last night.
With IG. I don't think it was a date though. Was it? Nah.....couldn't have been.
Hope not. For some reason I was completely silent the whole car ride. And I don't know why. I am not a quiet person.
Oh well, I think I might have blown that one.
Too bad, b/c he's a real sweetheart.